(and the last blog im going to have)
please relink me.
fourth blog located here.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
wakaka. so fast wednesday le..
i not so much pics today..
we talk about yesterday 1st ok?
yesterday n today rachel absent.. gort fever.. get well soon rachel! will pray for u de. =))
TUeSDAY
yesterday the things happen in sch ar..
most of dem i forgot liao.. gort other things to think of..
we got night classes (specially made by mdm goo to help us. so sweet!)
lol just a lil snapshot..
did my maths.. later go play with fendy.. draw all over his hand.. lol. =)
want to see!??
so cute sia!! until today he haven rub off.
after school was the start of all my..
agony.
it all started with a hii
den went on.. wan me show u the conversation? den u see how deeply hurt i felt..
after sayign hi he started rambling about he thought he saw me at suntec on sunday.
maybe he did, maybe he faked it all up i oso duno..
den went on to how did he noe fendy's email and what he told fendy, what fendy told him.
he didnt breathe a word on it though.
DEN, he said, "anyways, i hope both of u.. ehh.. get together well"..
o.O i was lik, taken aback de.. den cos i tot he talkin about friends la. den i say ty =))
den he start getting angry liao.
he start saying dat im lyign my way though him.
WRONG. i never lie. even if i lie, its all WHITE LIES.
he go say dat he understand me too well. what!? he dun evern understand me one bit..
he later told me dat he doesnt hate me. den say wad he DISLIKE MY ACTIONS.
wad did i do?!!!
all i rmbr i did wrong was to say he took up 80% of my heart de.
(P.S. he scolded me for dat. he wanted a full 100%. wtf.)
den he said im stubborn. nv admit my mistakes one.
wtf. wad kind of guy is dis..
den he go say "we're quits"
wad? quits? to me, quits means to FORGET each other and never talk to each other again.
he go scold me say my vocab poor. =.=...
hes like saying "2 words, dun hide. u cant fool me de"
wad? i canot fool him? dots.. as if he can read my mind.
HE COULDNT. NOT AT ALL.
next he go say, "want to settle everything now?"
den i nv reply to dat question he take it as a yes. wtf..
he den say, 'hus fault is it.' ... den i reply him "70% mine, 30% his."
(P.S. fendy said dat PRESTON told him dat. meanin, its true.)
den preston scolded me for making up stuff. wtf. ok la. 100% my fault la. den socld me again.
den i start talking and COMPARING preston and fendy. guess wad that evil guy said?
"stop pretending u like him. i already know, u canot fool me. it wont work"
WAD?! he sayin in such a way
dat hes so SURE i love him. wtf?
"cynthia, i tell u 1 last thing".. ok. i replied, "yes? wad thing"
den he said, "i feel he was rite. fuck u"
omg. yet another round of.. agony.
melvin dat time said dat to me de. den cos of dat i "hated" him, so much.
dat preston. purposely wan to strike another scar on me..
my heart ache lor.
very pain.
yet another round. same words. from two diff ppl i loved..
yet again. i start to die.
inside.
den i said, "yes. that f word doesnt hurt me though. im a bitch."
den he said, "dun be so lenient la. u r a slut. =)"
wtf. bastard. call me slut. PIG.
"i knew if i do this.. i can be free. finally my heart is balanced!! ty." dats wad he said.
something wrong with his mind. ty for me calling him a faggort? ty for calling myself a bitch?
hahah. den he go say, "i waited. yes i waited. but, u nv give me a chance. y shuld i do dis?"
den he put happy face say "i noe u feeling hurt now. sorry. i do dis for u. forget me, find a new guy."
ok la. one simple lie can put it all across anyway.
after a while, i was talking about the diff diff things y i hated him, u guess wad he said?
"nice flaming there."
wtf? aint he flaming more? bastard.
loser.
TOTAL faggort.
total sucker. far worse den a cat.
I CANOT STAND HIM.
sadistic guy seh. -.-...
wednesdaY
uh hurh. =.=... bad mood liao la.
disrupted mt blog typing by some fags in the class. spammers.
"powerpuff girls so GAY".. lamers sei. dey demselves all gay if dey actually watch dat dam show.
anyways. was another lame day.
wan cut liao la.
snapshots today:
everyone rush out of hall. MR singh no power. pro-ed.
feelin so.. IRRITATED OF EVERYTHING.
heheh. dun care wad ppl say liao la.
nigel is a loser.
total loser who calls ppl names and think hes SOOOo great.
__
daniel neh? no life de. follows nigel lik a dog.
get a life la, some of u ppl inocent de. wan to be famous den follow a total loser.
den u ppl go call some good guys loser? __
joel aint a loser. hes a good friend
fendy aint a loser. u ppl suck. he dont. u ppl dun understand wads real friendship
azri? dots. evern to yur friend u call him a loser. azri treats u all like friend u all treat him lik enemy. suckers.
kaiwei? no he aint a loser. u ppl are. ppl hu understands wad are true friendships are ppl hu u call losers, den thrown aside.
look at cat. he treats u "cool" ppl like gods. den u ppl neh? treat him like shit. u losers.
ppl hu wan to be yur friend u go anyhow treat dem. as if dey toys ar.
look at the others.
alex neh? u all treat him lik cold cold de when he did so much to u all. =.=..
learn to appreiciate yur friends can.
ppl all wan get close to u ppl cos they think u all so "cool". lamers seh.
someone ouught to make a group to understand e outcastes of the class. dey are all treated like shit. apprieciate wads dere for u or one day u might be just one of dem. understand and get wad i say u bastards. call ppl names aint yur life. instead of showing pride, yu're destroying yur life.
lol. aiyoyo. i will be happy if u "cool" (ohyes, SOOO very "CoOoOoL") ppl understand the outcastes of the class.
