cynthia's blog PART3

2006-10-15T19:30:00.000+08:00

what

can

do?

try to stop me from writing curse words about u arh..

sweeeeeet.

i wont stop. dis is MY blog, wad can u do?

at most dun read lar! lol! sweet.

better read lar. accept yurself as a total loser.

"tell cyn not to write any nonsense about me in her blog"

LAWL! my blog wad can u do about it?

the zz person in my tagbox i noe liao. so simple to guess. xD

sunday

morning woke up with a fever.

play maple a bit until fendy tell me go sleep.

i go sleep outside at my living room on the floor.

my sisters seeing ji xiang ru yi ma. i go dere see also until sleep lor. from morning until 5 dere.

my father come back den tell me go up sleep on bed.

after dat den tried to pay back de "trust" loan.

lawl nooobbbbbbbbb. i got my sister what else to worry?

give sg de tobi lor. lawl.

sweet lar. give canot take back hor.

aiyoyo. total loser. a guy how can like dat de!! lol!

scumbag.

anyway, fever cure le.

abel arh. u canot trust dat friend of yurs lar. use yur name to cover up stuff de.

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reply to tags/readers

dat zz guy aka scum.
aiyo. loook at yur mirror larh. wad give u rights to say dat nerh?
come my blog wad can u do? lawl. i talk bad things about u u wan read read lor. read ba.
wad can u do? lalala. p.s. so obvious la u're dat bastard. read lor!! come read my posts.

azri and fendy
lawl. ty =x

other readers
u think neh? lawl.

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u go look at the mirror lar.

earn friends using money de.. lawl.

like give sweet to ppl den dey become yur friend hor..

aiyo. yur life so pathetic.

loser!

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shuang!

2006-10-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

ok. =)
two days of super playing.
so tired. when got sch have so much things to play.
when got holiday, on the other hand, u will feel as if deres nth else to play.

i mean it. its so boring.

friday

morning woke up very late.
met rachel on the way to jamie's house. den reach her house yushan come =x
playing with her lil kitty. :3...

after dat we got to choose 3 diff movies we wan watch.
no one decide so yushan n jamie ask me whether i prefer balbiner or varsha.
i say varsha den mean i chose john tucker must die. =x
i din noe the sequences for the choices.. o.O harh. i duno how la.
i think is a method to random pick. lol..

watched the 1st part of the movie below.
den jamie's dvd player got problem.

den we went up 2nd floor to use the 2nd dvd player.
it spoilt too. =.=

after dat on jamie's com.
smth wrong. so we gave up.

den we snuck to jamie's parents room dere watch.
nice cold floor + head cushion. xD
jamie den tell us if her parents come home= must run away to her room.

*sounds of main door opening.*
boom boom, everyone fly out of the room and crawled on jamie's bed.
den found out is grandparents.

happned 3 times before jamies mom REALLY come back. xD..
saw the whole finsh, cept the very last part cos jamie's mom come back den fly to room no time see. lol.. anyway, the ending was narrated by yushan xD

after dat play with the swing, the kitty, the kitty's ribbon, the slippers.. den go home liao lor.
we jaywalk across the road. LOL! i dun dare cross all dat big road de sia.

go home play lor. dam sian.
my bootes char lv 1 time le. almost broke record of leveling two times in a day using a 3x char. siigh..

today (saturday)
canot go out la. but in the end no one at home bonded or wadever.
my mom tried to get herself a job.
my father ar.. disapear lor.

my elder sis. play and TRIED to study.

my smaller sis. play

me? play also.

today my smaller sis maple married to sgx. sweet lar. 2nd time leh. REmarry leh!
but yala. sweetness doesnt last forever.
good luck. congrats =)

after dat firey asked me for my ign i told it in front of preston.
thanks to my sis, a super spy hu spys at cassiopeia SPECIALLY for me, i got info.

i went to bootes and suddenly one char pop out.
famed me and told me he was abel.
"hi im abel. u avoiding preston right?"
ah harh. deres a click.

1) couldnt be abel. how could abel noe my ign SO FAST?/ AT ALL?
2) couldnt be abel becouse he quit maple. and NEVER plays bootes.
3) dat qn about me avioding. surely its preston himself askin dat selfish question.
4) immediately after i saw dat, i turn to my sis, hu too, was playing, but in cassiopeia (other world). dere she tells me dat preston is offline. which, ya. he offline = he not playing/he change world.
5) after he disapearred in bootes (world B), he fleww back to world C. and my sis tracked him again, he was online.

everything clicks lar. nth to deny dat it was him. dat selfish brat.

fendy was online dat time. i wan his claw T_T...
anyways. talked fendy into coming over to cassiopeia for a while ((*aka, world c if u dun get it))
we went dere to ks dat character hu , i gave up being nice to.
fendy with his char, couldnt do much. but given his mouth, he totally pissed dat guy off! LOL.

nice lar. so shuang. den lalala, flew back to world B.
lol... after trainin a while den go see tv liao.

ok i think dats it lor. X3...

the end.

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notes to some readers

to dat bratty guy hu i bullied. if u ever got to see this.

dun come disturb me again. i tot u were the one hu didnt want to recognise me no more?

noob. didnt want to say it in front of yur face but fark off. YOU didnt want me to noe u y did YOU come disturb me again? duuuooots.

to dat guy hu halped me scold dat brat.

lol. ty soo soooooo soooooooooooooooo sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

MUCH. xD

to jamie

thank you so much for letting us come over to yur house.

had a great time dere.

to de rest of the ppl

if u could understand the situation today dat happened (about the bratty brat)

i thank u so much for yur attention and understanding. :3..

but i doubt any non-maplers would understand. cos the world thing is a lil confusing.

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i noe ima total slut to some ppl. i got plans for everything.

and i understand my every steps.

revenge is sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

PLEASE PLEASE READ.

HE REQUESTS FOR HIS 1MIL BACK, MSG FROM NAT.

OOH.. HU WAS THE ONE HU WAS COMMENTING:

"keep the money. i dunwan the money nor the lionfang"

"i give means give. canot give back"

and here he is requesting for 1mil.

total noob. so poor until nid to beg.

lol.. hu gives and takes back? only pure losers does dat.

lol. den he go to nat and say "it is a TRUST loan. if break trust means must pay back"

wad kind of guy is dat lor.

lol. lucky i quitting cass. i dun mind giving him a whole tobi to shut his piehole up and stop pestering me lik a pig.

a loser pig, dat is.

lo0l.. ask around lor. 99.99% ppl are the ppl hu would agree to me.

the other 0.01% are ppl (one nice eg, nat.) hu believes dat guy and thinks dat i shuld be paying the wadever shit "TRUST LOAN", are not human.

when did he say it was a trust loan? please produce me a proper agreement letter,

including my thumbprnt or signature on it, PLUS ingame screen shot evidence. ty.

lol. pure no0b. so lenglui de. lol.. wan me list out de points?

-maple noob

-poor noob. LOL!

-loser hu makes up things. pushes blame.

-bastard hu give stuff and takes dem back.

-*duooots* hu never look at himself and hurl vulgarities.

-a total gay. (given his taste and looks_)

-cb no lifer hu lost and tries to gain pity by hurting himself.

totals up: a total non human.

rate of going up to heaven: ZERO%

rate of going hell: 10%

rate of staying on earth as a total loser: 90%.

*kaching!* heres the bill.

shuang lar. say everything out.

and one main reason i cancel out the password is...

to let him see it and accept hu he is.

lol. after a LONG talk, i say the end.

2006-10-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

exams are officially over!!

wakaka.

just after chinese exam, WEDNESDAY

discussed about the chalet thingy. yea.

any guys in 2C hu can or want to come please tell jamie!!
venue: changi dere. not so sure xD
when: 2nd NOV. only.
what: 2C BBQ, 2c class gathering
amount: not so sure yet. around 5 dollars

yea lar. dats about it. guys, no staying over. ROOMS FOR GURLS ONLY!!
so sad lar. canot sleep over. my father say he dun mind 1am pick me up 3am bring me back. diao lar.. =.=" waste petrol.

after dat go juntion8, with jamie rachel yushan wenxin and yinglin.
on the bus me n jamie were laughing so hard about dat lol boy hu swing on the pole den BANG on the wall in front. LOL!
the 1st thing we did was flod skirt and tuck out shirts.
pretend to be the jc gurls dere xD..
window shop so long xD..
lunch was nice.
later took neoprints lor. the gurls deco so sweet de =)
dats about it.

yushan's bdae is coming. siigh.. wad to give??

after dat rach's mom picked us up. so sweet =))
den we went to SPCA to see see. jolie e dog very cute lar. can shake hand somemore.
EVIL OWNER HU ABANDONED IT. SO EVIL EVIL EVIL!

go home my parents nv scold me.
cos dey tot i'd prefer going home and play xD
my parents bought a new pair of stakes for 3 of us. share lar.
but as if we could play. i could only move forward, canot stop, canot turn, canot anything. =.=...

my maid so scared we fall down. we played indoors ma. xD make her frighterned

played abit to around 1 den go sleep. fendy go bluff me say he sleep but in the end he nvr!! humph.

THURSDAY
dam shuang lar. morning i wake up den say "holiday. ima gooing sleep again"
MAKE my sisters jealous sia. *sniggers in sleep*

i woke up at 1 oclck in the AFTERnOOn, just nice eat lunch with my parents.
pro hor. playing mood =)

played a while of maple den lved.. must thank fendy for hunting so many things for me.
i greedy lar. and i bully him =x

den after dat played the stakes with my sis.
sweet. she improved alot lar.

i guess i go do other things liao ba.
typing blog waste my precious playing/resting time. x)

jiyaou for playing!!
since u ppl had studied hard,
its time for u all to play hard!!
yay!!

p.s. since the day dat everything was settled, i felt so much more free.
and so much more happier. and so much more merrier. =)

2006-10-11T00:07:00.000+08:00

tmr is chinese exam..
i slack leh. nver study.
only lik, roughly understand the meaning of the cheng yu fendy type out for me.
nvm lar. sien.

today the lit paper very cham.
although noe the points but i forgot add some ironies. because no time lar.
i was half asleep also.
so tired now. play too much today.
aiyah, gave up on that bandit i made. a bit waste but i dun care liao lar.
back to sin lor. sien...

tmr i wunder where to go after sch.
got a few plans.
1 is to go out only with me jamie and rachel
2 is follow gurls and folow the guys. 80% out, cos i dun think the gurls would wan.
3 is to follow sj go see movie. maybe +jamie n rach if dey wan. its better lar. more quiet.
4 is to go home sleep
5 go home play like siao. plug in xbox/ps2 and put pabtop in front of me. LOL.
6 ... i duno..

heck. =)

2006-10-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

gosh. LOOK AT HOW I SLACK!!!
tmr is lit exam. diao.......................

today geog exam. could not really finish the geog paper.
my geog's going to FAIL!

bleahs. lit hor, slack liao ba. i dun care le.

my sis PSLE science today.
she didnt shade HER OAS cos no time and thus she came home crying.
god, i think she couldnt even go in my school..
all my "high" expectations on her down the drain.
i even tot she could go RGS sia.

aiyo. slack so much. i played the whole day.
and see tv the whole day. and napped the whoel day.
omg..

lit exam die liao lar.
DIE LIAO LAR!!!!!!

i wish i wish the haze SHOOT up to super haze and we wont need to go to school tmr.
++ exam is cancelled.
i wish. bleah. only wish lar. sien.

2006-10-08T19:52:00.000+08:00

i doubt ppl read my blog anyways.

aiyah. good lar. cos dis one my blog ma. less ppl read more better.

zzzzz...
tmr geog exam.
oh no oh noo..

forgot to study today again =.="
aiyah. sien.

i think i waking up to TWO in the morning again..
lol..

den i'll make sure tmr i wont play.

ONLY 3 MORE DAYS U DAM GURL!?!!!
CAaNOT CONTROL DE MERH!

faster exam end please. ima dying of stress.
next year im going combine. lalala.

jiayou! geog exam tmr, everyone jiayou!

since now i typing at night lar.
i wish those ppl hu reading my blog good luck for yur exam tmr and after tmr. =)
any exam also can. =)) jiayou;; good luck (:

2006-10-08T00:26:00.000+08:00

furni hor.
duno y exam week hor, time move so slow.
yet, im very hapy =)

nth to worry about de.
feel very free.

sometimes its not whether if u are together with someone or not.
is just.. as friends u feel more comfortable and free de.
and somemore, wun have restrictions. which is good.
i mean, as friends u will feel closer to someone hor.
u all understand marh.
y no one understand de.
i mean. after so long den i understand de.
so, believe me. =)

anyway;;
today woke up at 4. xD
actually is 11 nid to go de. den my mom's flight change ma.
den i study study until sleep..
den at 4 den woke up by my father.

went to changi airport a bit late.
hehe. den saw my mommy. she as.. usual as normal (;
miss her so much.

she lik brain wash lik dat sia. :3.. i mean, she shout, "cynthia!! tut tut!!"
we turn den saw her ma
den the 1st thing she thought off is "where i buy dat shirt ar? i buy or u buy yurself de?" =.="
lol, canot blame. she very stress.
happy she come back liao.
just hope she wun die of shock next week due to my horrifying marks.

the whole day stay at home..
ty fendy hor. help me kill so many mobs. xD..
and sorry.. never really pei ni. cos my sister always looking in my computer ma.
den i dunwan webcam also cos of dat ma. =)

i slack alot leh.
i think i better start.
tmr can sure finish geog and start on lit (around.. 1/4?) (:

anyways, the haze very big ar. everyone drink more water dun go out so much okay =)
stay at home study. den get good results. ^^
jiayou!!! (:

2006-10-06T15:35:00.000+08:00

zomg........
maths killer paper.
DIE LIAO LAR.

sien! bleahs.
40 marks sure gone le.
left 60 marks.

60 marks+ careless careless mistake neh!

noooo.. =(

today nth lar.
go home play ler. dun care lit and geog. xD

2006-10-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

hahah; sorry for lack of update lar! exam leh!

WEDNSDAY
hehah; SCIENCE paper leh.
u think stress nort!!!
2am sleep. stress ar.
diao. wan die le.
the science paper how u all think ar.

killer papers. my wish to go double pure *pooof!* gone.
si liao lar.

at least someof u feel one paper hard one easy.
me leh, both oso hard. T_T..

ms erma in exam time yanked the curtains open den suddenly the whole curtain flew off.
LAWL. i controlling my laugh lar. den suddenly gerald ar, go laugh. den canot control i laugh oso.
everyone also laugh. xD furni sia.

after sch slacked. diao, die liao la.

saw the whole of mr fighting finish liao. lol.. dun ask me how la. (utube rawk.. xD)
fendy oso saw with me. see how much we slack..

ok lar, nvm liao.

THURSDAY

lol, slept at 2am AGAIN. sien.
u noe hor, the WW2 i haven learn sia. den i was mumblin and sleep talking at 5am.
my alarm rang at 5, telling me to revise AGAIn.
give up liao lar.

i hor, got up den sleep again. 5min later i woke up again,
den ask myself "ok, wad are the merger the agreement ar!"

den sleep again.

den wake up, mumble "oh, i noe. got the common market."

den sleep.

diao, woke up and say "oh ya. oso got the education and the labour poilices singapore wan to keep. uuhh......"

*sleep*

omg, the whole of 5-6am i was, waking up, sleeping, waking up, sleeping.
STRESS AR. one nice sleep oso canot.

HISTORY PAPER. DIE LIAO. WAN SUICIDE LIAO.
ZOMG... hard like siao.

hand ar, ma liao *NUMB.*
i last qn scribble one scentence. got 5-9 questions all i scribble smth for the sake of completeing the paper.
i feel, this one, is sure going to pull my results down.
THIS IS THE WORSE EXAM I TOOK, UNDERSTAND!!
i feel i failed. this time, instead of a JUST FAIL,
is a super fail. no doubt its going to be a 30 to 40 marks.

DIE LIAO LAR.

after exam i came home play with fendy a bit,
den wan shui jiao.
fendy ar. i wan kill u liao.. =((
i direct sleep 5 hours straight leh. never help to wake me up.

sien.

maths hor, maybe cos JUST NOW THAT NAP, i have a feeling i can dun sleep at night.
whole night study. dats my plan lar.

i plan to wake up all the way until the end of maths exams. if i could.

anyways. go study liao.
funny hor. still got ppl come see my blog evern when got exam sia.

2006-10-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

lol.....
here goes.
TUESDAY (2ND DAY OF EXAM. 8days more to madness)

siigh.
guess wad!! yesterday sleep at 1.30!!
when doing compre reading dat time hor, i sleeping leh. (slept for 5-10min, den realised i lost so much time!!)

and guess wad, i fnished everything early.
cos all the compre qn very dam direct.
still, i SURE fail de. cos the vocab part i screwed.

and the summary is worse. i 1st got 145 words leh!! too little. kaos.
add more but more or less nv add any points.

die liao lar. english all lan dao diao zha.

ok ba, i go home play awhile. KAO I DAM SLACK LOR.
got my char to lv20 liao.
fendy went to look for me. den we went to mm den zmm. (i died la. dun care. 0% anyway)

fendy call me sister leh! LOL. pro sia, noe how to white lie to chase ppl away.

anyway, after dat i tried to study, but failed la. den go watch tv until 4.30..

den 4.30 father come home pick us to dinner.
diao.... wedding dinner.

still, i zu ahling jiejie and dawn gorgor blissful life!! zhao sheng gui zi. xD..
congrats!! finally u two got married liao ar. hehe.
see lor, my age diff and u two. like 10 years seh. and u my cousin. i wan be aunt soon ar!! hehe.

anyway.. e dinner was nice. stuffed!! =)
sweet couple lor.. xD (ok lar, dun angry liao la. dun talk about u two le)
ate alot of fish. my uncle go steal the fish head from me.
and he nv eat the brain lor!! kao, wasted =.=..

lol.. now ar.
I BETTER GO STUDY LIAO LA. NOW MORNING 12 OCLOCK LIAO LAR.
DAM SIA!!!! I WAN STUDY!!!!!!!!

ahling jiejie and dawn i not scolding u all la. i very happy to see u all marry =)

i scolding time cos time fly so fast. xD

jiayoujiayoujiayou!!
ps. i saw liao la. the ammonium salt shortcut way to memorise. ty hor. =)
hope can go same class ba. jiayou. xD

2006-10-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

wakao. today feel as if it was a friday or smth la.
xD.. MONDAY.

go sch, wear tie, go class, throw bag out, do compo and letter, go out take bag, go home.
so simple hor. xD..

aiyo! joel remind me to bring tie how can i forget to remind fendy! =.=

guess wad, my letter writing is gona fail.
I GO PUT MY NAME LEH. kao!

i mean, the qn is; "YOUR cousin had sent YOU a letter."
den her letter she send u is
"dear Michael, blahbblah"

hu noe sia!!!!!!!!!! f5.. i go put MY NAME. zomg!!!!!!

ANYWAY;
go home "PLAY" a WHILE.
zomg guess wad, i play form 10 in the morning to 8 at night.

MY TIME FLY AWAY LIAO LAR!!!!!!!!!!

TMR WORSE. AH LING JIEJIE THE WEDDING.
CANOT DUN GO.
NOOOOOOO!!!!!!

die liao la.
sien. today gona mug sci and chi until 1-3 morning dere.
sien!

~.~.. aiyo. headache. bgr thing throw one side 1st ba k.

him: next year see ba. see if fated go same class xD
himhim: what u wan de. u wan me hate u de hor. den dun disturb me can ma.
is azri hu go put yur email add in his blog de. u keep blaming me for wad!!!!!!

anyway, tmr is ENGLISH PAPER2.
dump it all aside, ima gona do chinese (format), revise chem, revise whole of science.
thats all i guess. if got time i go do maths.

jiayoujiayoujiayou!!!!!!!!!1

2006-09-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

lol..
saturday so fast fly away.

today whole day pei fendy.
study chap6 almost finish liao.

lol.. 10am uuntil 10pm, talk to him pei ta non-stop. thank me hor!! xD

anyways, did couple of stuff today.
-created new char in maple. leveled from 1-10. lol. beginer skill very lan. but cute la.
-studied abit.

2006-09-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

lol.. so fast thursday over liao..

mr fightin today very sad..
yingqi most kelian.. den xiaoqui.. she loves him too much liao ba..
but if i her i oso will marry duan yanhao dat bastard.
just dunwan someone i love to suffer..
same foot steps la. lol..

i duno if preston he ok or not.. he never go online make me worry leh..
but i noe he hate me liao.. very obvious he hates me liao..
he love me will still dare to put the ilovecyn word on his nickname de..
now changed to iloveNoOne. T.T.. heartache..

no one can understand me de ba. cos no one ever got hurt by two diff ppl so badly before..
somemore.. the words they say all the same one.
both of them ended with a f__ u.
no one understand de la. two ppl i lik.. love.. so much..
all hated me..
i feel so pain..

preston 80%.. he 20%.. canot meh?
y must preston gain a big fuss over dat..?
den 20% reserved for my other guy i love so much.. canot meh??

siigh..

thursday

whole day thinkin about him de.. dats y no mood do much things..

me rach cheryl yushan bought cookies from huimin! =) *make until i bo lui -.-"*..
the choco n cream one nicer.. but still, choco mint is still chocolate. yummy.
and ima allowed to bring the tin home! xD.. can stuff my stuff in it =)

anyways..
today lesson quite boring la.

de 1st chi ws period used to study a bit..
soonhao go watch powerpuff girls. =.=...
den mr lim oso go watch sia! pro.. =.=.. so old still watch =x

geog hor... FENDY!!!!! y u go force me wake up to 12am do the mock paper!!! ARGhh.. got alot ppl nv do no scolding de sia!! evil!! =.=..

recess ate some cooky and went to find a place to talk, cos dunwan eat liao. full liao.

chinese..
2 periods; 2 chapters. SIAO AR fongster!! how can lik dis sia! skim tru lik water den tell us do zuo ye and pink book. dam her!!!
guess wad, me n rach de comic strip thing got 15/20. HAPPY liao!! no nid get so high pass liao dam happy. lol.. beat fendy n felix by 2 marks. woot.
den ar.. my compo one got 13/20 (letter writing.. i lost 3 marks for writing the letter format wrong).. den 2nd one hor!! about xinfu de hor! get 37/50 LEH. wakao! 1st time get 30+ and den get 37! whoooooooooa. i dam happy la. =x

eng the summary pract i got 16.5/25.. =.= fail english liao la. sien.

maths.. sien.. last maths lesson... T_T

art.. last art exam for finishin the whole thing.. kao.. mine dam plain la.
middle got one meat. den surroundin it got 2 fish, 3-5 apples, 3-4 pears. LOL.. slack work sia.
den i still got 10min to reshade and touch up. nice =)
but stiill la. choice of layout wrong. choice of pics wrong. so kena sai. so sure fail. =x

after sch waited for justin to finish fotocopy his thing..
ate up the cookies and did our PINK BOOK and ZUO YE.
can say do 1/2 liao. =)
after dat go home la.

go home, sleep, play, see tv.
NEVER STUDY SIA!!! ZOMG!!

to do by 12am:
-zuo ye & pink book
-history the one question ms sri gave us to summarise the whole source base
-find my sci tkbk. MUST FIND SIA.
-finish up BIO: meanin the whole of human transport and chap6. =.=
-read lit as BED TIME STORYBOOK until i sleep.

the end..
keep thinking of preston..
i feel lik i very stupid sia.

2006-09-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

wakaka. so fast wednesday le..

i not so much pics today..
we talk about yesterday 1st ok?
yesterday n today rachel absent.. gort fever.. get well soon rachel! will pray for u de. =))

TUeSDAY
yesterday the things happen in sch ar..
most of dem i forgot liao.. gort other things to think of..

we got night classes (specially made by mdm goo to help us. so sweet!)

lol just a lil snapshot..

did my maths.. later go play with fendy.. draw all over his hand.. lol. =)
want to see!??

so cute sia!! until today he haven rub off.

after school was the start of all my..
agony.

it all started with a hii
den went on.. wan me show u the conversation? den u see how deeply hurt i felt..
after sayign hi he started rambling about he thought he saw me at suntec on sunday.
maybe he did, maybe he faked it all up i oso duno..
den went on to how did he noe fendy's email and what he told fendy, what fendy told him.
he didnt breathe a word on it though.

DEN, he said, "anyways, i hope both of u.. ehh.. get together well"..
o.O i was lik, taken aback de.. den cos i tot he talkin about friends la. den i say ty =))
den he start getting angry liao.
he start saying dat im lyign my way though him.
WRONG. i never lie. even if i lie, its all WHITE LIES.
he go say dat he understand me too well. what!? he dun evern understand me one bit..
he later told me dat he doesnt hate me. den say wad he DISLIKE MY ACTIONS.
wad did i do?!!!
all i rmbr i did wrong was to say he took up 80% of my heart de.
(P.S. he scolded me for dat. he wanted a full 100%. wtf.)
den he said im stubborn. nv admit my mistakes one.
wtf. wad kind of guy is dis..

den he go say "we're quits"
wad? quits? to me, quits means to FORGET each other and never talk to each other again.
he go scold me say my vocab poor. =.=...
hes like saying "2 words, dun hide. u cant fool me de"
wad? i canot fool him? dots.. as if he can read my mind.
HE COULDNT. NOT AT ALL.

next he go say, "want to settle everything now?"
den i nv reply to dat question he take it as a yes. wtf..
he den say, 'hus fault is it.' ... den i reply him "70% mine, 30% his."
(P.S. fendy said dat PRESTON told him dat. meanin, its true.)

den preston scolded me for making up stuff. wtf. ok la. 100% my fault la. den socld me again.
den i start talking and COMPARING preston and fendy. guess wad that evil guy said?
"stop pretending u like him. i already know, u canot fool me. it wont work"
WAD?! he sayin in such a way
dat hes so SURE i love him. wtf?

"cynthia, i tell u 1 last thing".. ok. i replied, "yes? wad thing"
den he said, "i feel he was rite. fuck u"

omg. yet another round of.. agony.
melvin dat time said dat to me de. den cos of dat i "hated" him, so much.
dat preston. purposely wan to strike another scar on me..
my heart ache lor.
very pain.

yet another round. same words. from two diff ppl i loved..
yet again. i start to die.
inside.

den i said, "yes. that f word doesnt hurt me though. im a bitch."
den he said, "dun be so lenient la. u r a slut. =)"
wtf. bastard. call me slut. PIG.

"i knew if i do this.. i can be free. finally my heart is balanced!! ty." dats wad he said.
something wrong with his mind. ty for me calling him a faggort? ty for calling myself a bitch?

hahah. den he go say, "i waited. yes i waited. but, u nv give me a chance. y shuld i do dis?"
den he put happy face say "i noe u feeling hurt now. sorry. i do dis for u. forget me, find a new guy."
ok la. one simple lie can put it all across anyway.

after a while, i was talking about the diff diff things y i hated him, u guess wad he said?
"nice flaming there."
wtf? aint he flaming more? bastard.

loser.

TOTAL faggort.

total sucker. far worse den a cat.

I CANOT STAND HIM.
sadistic guy seh. -.-...

wednesdaY
uh hurh. =.=... bad mood liao la.
disrupted mt blog typing by some fags in the class. spammers.
"powerpuff girls so GAY".. lamers sei. dey demselves all gay if dey actually watch dat dam show.

anyways. was another lame day.
wan cut liao la.

snapshots today:

everyone rush out of hall. MR singh no power. pro-ed.

feelin so.. IRRITATED OF EVERYTHING.
heheh. dun care wad ppl say liao la.

nigel is a loser.
total loser who calls ppl names and think hes SOOOo great.
__
daniel neh? no life de. follows nigel lik a dog.
get a life la, some of u ppl inocent de. wan to be famous den follow a total loser.
den u ppl go call some good guys loser? __

joel aint a loser. hes a good friend
fendy aint a loser. u ppl suck. he dont. u ppl dun understand wads real friendship
azri? dots. evern to yur friend u call him a loser. azri treats u all like friend u all treat him lik enemy. suckers.
kaiwei? no he aint a loser. u ppl are. ppl hu understands wad are true friendships are ppl hu u call losers, den thrown aside.
look at cat. he treats u "cool" ppl like gods. den u ppl neh? treat him like shit. u losers.
ppl hu wan to be yur friend u go anyhow treat dem. as if dey toys ar.
look at the others.
alex neh? u all treat him lik cold cold de when he did so much to u all. =.=..
learn to appreiciate yur friends can.
ppl all wan get close to u ppl cos they think u all so "cool". lamers seh.

someone ouught to make a group to understand e outcastes of the class. dey are all treated like shit. apprieciate wads dere for u or one day u might be just one of dem. understand and get wad i say u bastards. call ppl names aint yur life. instead of showing pride, yu're destroying yur life.

lol. aiyoyo. i will be happy if u "cool" (ohyes, SOOO very "CoOoOoL") ppl understand the outcastes of the class.

2006-09-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

monday

kao..
another boring day...
start of week. T_T...
alot hw oso.

sch ar. dam sian de la.

FT admin; some idiots went to steal the duty roster de names away to "run' away from duty sia.
dam dem la. see how much i nid to do FOR THEM. better be grateful sia. =.=

maths ar. walou! suddenly i blurblur den WHOOSH 7 chaps suddenly revise finish.
DIAO!!! my brain wan BAO liao lor!!!!
aiyah.

skip the rest la. chem was boring lik crap.

den english summary. diao.

den fong class she TELL US DO LETTER WRITING FOR 5MINUTES.
shit her sia. =.=..
mdm fong had officialy became a vulgar word.. proclaimed honourably by gabriel of sec2c. =x

anyways.....
went to rach's house to study.

aiyo! shuld take photo of rach's room.
I LOVE HER ROOM NOW SIA.
i wished, i wished, i got a new room.

xiu siang lor.

anyways.. rachel's mom bought us chicken rice!! yummy =))

after doing some geog mind maps jamie n rach went to tution i went back to school

just to deliever jamie's compo. [which she forgot to put in box]] ..
see =) i so kind xD jkjk la.

ppl look at me lik i some sia0-siao de ren.

walking home halfway got stomach ache ~.~ pain!!
also got fever..
almost faint under hot sun. =.=..
i better do smth.

go home nv study a bit..
HELp!!!

preston change his msn nick liao.
my heart ache so much so much..
but i dunwan tell him la.
he himself keep saying he wan a chance wan a chance
but den i dunwan keep hurting him anymore liao.
den i wan him concentrate on studies. pray for him go triple sci.

jiayou.

deardear.

2006-09-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY

haha! its finally sunday and....
i haven frigging study one bit. dam it.

to do..: mock papers. sci ws. =.=..
went to my grand parents house.. ppl dere so noisy de. den dey stupidly treat us all like ghosts.
only care for themselves. -.=...

den went to suntec. boring lik siao.
cos go dere too many times. -.-..
no parkin lots so have to rush here rush dere to prevent getting wheel clamped. -.-

after dat go macritchie again =.=...
my father nida pay his kayakin grading fees.
and he went kayakin AGAIN. while me n my sis, who dunwana kayak, decided to sit around.

LOOK at the pretty water.

my sis and i foolin around =.=..
my sis ar. smile until lik dat de.
no wunder ppl say i look older den her INSTEAD.

we saw monkeys monkeys!!

its so close!! =))

the sun have one black dot!! my camera spoil i think!

see!!! my pic spoil cos of the stupid glare of the sun make one BLACK dot on my pic.
darn the camera. canot withstand sun.

here is, my father. pro-ed. =)

anyways;
when going home saw some ns ppl trying to practice shooting. dey using TOY GUNS!! LOL!!
den i was laughing at one guy seh, den he laugh back LOL.. =.=...

anyways..
come home slept 5hours STRAIGHT. zomg!!! my time wasted!!

T_T.. tmr gona mug. mugmugmugmugmumgumugmugu
MUG.

bb. =)

2006-09-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

one week over ler. =(..
8 days after he throw me into loneliness.

thursday:
was so stressed cos nid to do GEOG ws, MATHS tkbk, CHI pink book +zuo ye, bio mindmap..
its just so many things..
feel so stressed..

friday:
school end early. too stressed... =((..
he talked to me again.. but den i talk very cold to him.. =(..
den hor.. he asked me.. whether i still love him.
but i also duno de.. =(... so i say halfhalf..

SATurDAY:
i nv study.
dam slack la me..

my father got his 1st kayak star. in 3mins. =.=.. pro hor!! =))..
he pay $3, 3min, pass. the end.
pro-ed!! =))

i see him online dun dare to talk to him.
i doubt he even noes im dere.
siiigh. =(((
he believes wad ever i say de..
i think.

i think he likes another girl oso.
i very sad.
heart very pain. T.T

...everytime i wan say someting to him always end up saying opposite de.. =((...
heart ache ar.

2006-09-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

hm.. today ner..?
i really never study de.. T.T..
no mood to study.. no one to study with, no body bothers whether i study or not.

~.~... today play alot..
aiyah. sch very boring.. dunwan talk about it liao.

i scared later after exams i canot go nice class.
!!! T.T !!!..

*headache*

*heartache*

*eyes ache*

*hand ache*

*leg ache*

*brain ache*

T.T

2006-09-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

ya!!! its wednesday so fast ler hor. =))

WEDNESDAY-**
ok.. here goes about today....

-maths ar...
die la. maths sure fail liao la.

-PE. stayed in class do some stupid P.E. test. bleahs.. he dam extra seh!!

-lit..
mmm........... ms chong gave hint liao. very obvious seh; i go study next week. =)

-bio... aiyah.. the class guys as enthu about bio as ever.. -_-"...
anyways; ms ang got bullied totally by the guy's nonsense. poor ms ang!!

-info tech. sia la. gunbound canot install -_-...
in the end play maple.. fendy dam cute sia. he and his mystic door. den make me stuck dere in hhg cos the door dispear. -_-..
after dat go zmm.. seh la!! dat mel cat tell fendy go so fast, as if he nv seen a zmm before seh. -_-... fendy la. leave me!!! =((
P.S. he really go flirt with other girls OSO LOR!!! walou!!!!!!!

-assembly.. did nothing but study a bit.
den HOD of chinese came in talk about fong. case closed... i guess. =x
we'll SEE how tmr.

-after sch got some fotos.. XD

jamies so happy dat shes taller den fendy.

and so am i =) XD.. he dam lame la. bend down JUST to make me happy.

erps. heres a more how u say ar.. sarcastic picture? =x
MUAHAhah i rule fendy by height XD

mrs tan ducked in time!! XD.. she didnt scold us for using hp. <3 her so much =))

-go home..
PLAYED GUNBOUND UNTIL 6 LAR. DAM!!! NV STUDY SIA!!!
den after dat study a bit den see tv..
ah cai yi died liao... T.T very sad.. xintong for her son lor.. cry with the tv LOL... =/

dis pic's for fendy, hu says that he dun really dat comfortable when i take off my specs.
happy liao? XD..

now ar. i intend to study as much as i can.
jiayou jiayou jiayou!

-my head pain sia.. T.T.. headache so pain so pain.. T.T.. pain pain!! T.T

sorry for being mean prest0n. i really.. canot control it de.. T.T..
i mean.. sometimes i will be normal.. den sometimes i will suddenly get so stressed dat i wan to kill off everyone near me..
but i can say very clearly now, although u canot assess this blog cos of the password...
i love you. T.T

seeing me hurting u like dis make my heart pain oso.... T.T
can u understand me..?

3 days ler.. T.T..

2006-09-19T20:09:00.000+08:00

tuesday

morning hor, i tot is SATURDAY lor. i was dreamin it was a saturday.
and i woke up super late -.-....
cos i was "SATURDAY LA. no nid wake up!! ummm....." den blur blur sleep again...

today ar.. school...

maths 1st. aargh another boring lesson. i realised how many things i never paid attention to. omg!!!

english was next. went tru compre.. i better buck up T.T

lit.. aiyo. boring de.. last wish got so many essay qn to do..

science.. MRS GOH IS BACK!! so hapy she recovered..
she talked to us about making decisions.. find her talk quite believable.

CE.. did some assent thingy. den got free time copy de science book from rach. =))
not like fendy la. slack.

history.. i guess, its good dat i revised. =))

maths ws period.. arghh... nid to do de ws..

after sch..
rachel and jamie are so ebil!! XD.. steal my rubber band sia. -.-" stay away from the rubber band savagers!!! arrgh!!!
dey still are not convinced i can litter sia. -.-"...

went home and.. PLAYED. argghh!! i canot concentrate!! omg!!! tmr im gona mug until phy + bio finish sia. siigh...

P.S.. TV=
save the last dance: OMG!! yingxiu and xuan yu are finally back together...
so touched!!! (*SoBSS!!!!*)..
perfect couple T.T... unlike me.... >.>

now ar.. blog lor. i going to make notes on SOUND.

to do today:
-do up SOUND notes.
-revise up basic light, heat transfer, and electricty. together with sound (and history.)
-see liao zhai today. canot miss.
-tell papa de gas leak upstairs the rent ppl make de.. (p.s. de guy hu talked to me dam shuai lor... @_@.... den saw him changing his shirt dam coo! wa......)
-finish up the dam maths ws. (if we nid to do.. OMG!!!)
-fnish everything BY TODAY. if not no sleep, no eat, no com, no nth.

to do TOMMORROW:
-FINISH UP PHY:

~~heat transfer~~
~~electricity+household elect safety~~
power****
sound****
[light]
~~basic (shadows)~~
reflection
refraction
snells law****
dispersion (tru prisim..)

-after revising all, done for e day..
-NO PLAYING COMPUTER.
-do ZUO YE, PINK BOOK, geog ws, draw art the stylised boxes, and other hw.
-see mr fightin, liaozhai, THE ONLY ENTERTAINMENT TMR PLEASE.

dats it. i guess..........

*for now. i put all relationships aside. please. i nid to study.*

P.S. sorry prest0n. evern if u send me 2 word documents.. i wont change my mind de.
and dun keep reminding me dat u slash yurself 47 times. one more time u say dat im really going to do dat on myself.
concentrate please. jiayou.

2006-09-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

lalala~!
the weekends are over. officially.
and the relationship of me n prest0n.. oso over le. i guess.

anyways, didnt tell u about saturday n sunday hor! =)

SATURDAY
not really bad on sat, cos we got to bake again. ^^ sweet.

LOOK AT MINI (points at my dog) she loves the smell of chocolate..

too bad, to dogs, choco is POISON. poor things!!

after dat went out buy pens.. yay!! another 4 coolours to my collection!! =))

see~!! i good fotographer lor!!! employ me!! XD

after dat study lar. but with fendy's support, i MUST study and i can study!! JIAYOU!!

sunday

hahhah,, stay at home dam sian lor.

went to grandparents home oso..

sian de la.

after dat go suntec sia. last time hor, all very crowded. now gort IMF.. no one come liao -.-.......

hahah, did some shopping in carefour and got chicken back home!! =)

got myself new SPECS. hahahs. my father chose ORANGE arrghh... >.> ugly sia.

anyway... sunday is, a fun day. forgot to study la. sorry la fendy -.-.. study double later..

P.S. learnt to call jasmine JIEJIE. zz. julien i call her maremare. but cute way to pronouce sia. =)

MONDAY

whoot. another week. sian lar!

anyways, another round of studying. >.>

maths time i GORT STOMACH ACHE LOR. WALOU.

PAIN DE LOR..~

den because i was HEALing i slept a while in class..

i feel very ill today la. T.T... instead of me being sent out to wash face, its joel. funny sia. >.>

anyway, PE hor, we got to play cap`ian's ball. DOTS. 5min to play sia!!! BALB SO BORING SIIA!!!!! ARGH. sue him for slackin!!

recess ate prridge. and suprisingly, my stomach ache got better. next time stomach ache go buy the chickn rice stall's SUPER DUPER "MI TANG"!!! secret recipe soup porridge. cure stomach ache. 100%!!!

aiyah. later on de subjects all sibeh sian. so no nid say la. zzz..

F0ONG LESSON!!

walou kao her sia!!

she scolded me for nort doing work and nv said a thing to justin.

SHE TOTALLY HAVE A CRUSH ON DAT JUSTIN SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JEALOUS LA. *STRANGLES JUSTIN*

JEALOUS!!

zzz...

after school went to rachel's dear dear house again. sweetie =)

did not do much.

1.. i PLAYED PINBALL. wtf;; got hooked to it sia. matthew ar, come see my play smore.

2.. was seeing TV with ANDREW. omg!!!! kiddy show very nice to watch sia.....

3.. admiring rachel's brothers. i found matthew very shuai. (wah seh, de moe i look de more ii feel so lor...) jamie agree sia. but yala. he still child. one day when he grow up i wan go his wedding seee his gf, sure chio de XD.

4. did nothing relating to school. walou......

sian la. i nid to study now. =)))

just for laughs... andrew sho cute la. canot bear but take foto of him. =x

RACH's mom bought a super duper biggie water melon home for $3!!! andrew loves it sia!

dats me and my new headphones i gort yesterday. =)) ty papa.

the end lor. wad else XD?...

-P.S. dis is, my blogging ascent. with prest0n looking around i wouldnt type until so shuai bian de wad! but now he gone le... T.T...

back to my normal life lor..

one day after we broke up.. T.T

2006-09-17T10:28:00.000+08:00

dis is.. my third blog i have..
siigh. i dunwan prest0n see wad i typing ma..
so.. have to make quite alot of nicknames so that he canot google search out my blog.

-heartBr0kken lerhsx..
i din say anything about break up de...
i din say anything dat i dun love him le.
den he wan break up de...
siigh.. very tired..
i nid some freedom for now.
peace for now..

i just told him i've got a new bf. =)
but yala.. i dun have.. i still love prest0n and im never going to love another guy.

T.T siigh.. very tired..
i nid some freedom for now.
peace for now..

i just told him i've got a new bf. =)
but yala.. i dun have.. i still love prest0n and im never going to love another guy.

cos i love him cos he is him.
my special guy;; forever..
1st guy i held hands with..
1st guy i hugged..
1st guy hu kissed me..
1st guy hu hug me.
and the last guy im loving.

-heartache..xx..